February 2012
Things On My Mind.
boyslikegirlslikeboys:
Is it worth it? Should I give up or keep trying harder?
Everything that’s better left unsaid.
I wish you & that person didn’t talk, but I can’t do anything about it.
I’m still not over you, but I gotta act like I am.
I wish we were more than just friends.
Someone who I wish I can forget, but I just can’t.
A lot of ”what if’s”.
You.
Conversation with God
Me: God can I ask you a question?
God: Sure
Me: Promise you won't get mad
God: I promise
Me: Why did you let so much stuff happen to me today?
God: What do you mean?
Me: Well, I woke up late,
God: Yes
Me: My car took forever to start,
God: Okay
Me: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait,
God: Huummmm...
Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call.....
God: All right
Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home ~I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did you do that?
God: Let me see, the Death Angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one of the other angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that.
Me (humbled): OH
GOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.
Me (ashamed).........
God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work.
Me (embarrasses): Ok
God: Your phone went dead bcuz the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
Me (softly): I see God
God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.
Me: I'm sorry God
God: Don't be sorry, just learn to trust me.....in all things, the good & the bad.
Me: I will trust you
God: And don't doubt that my plan for your day is always better than your plan.
Me: I won't God. And let me just tell you God, thank you for everything today.
Allahuakbar.
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She cares about you.
boyslikegirlslikeboys:
She worries her fucking ass off when you text differently. She stays up late thinking what she could’ve said to you. She wakes up early to look pretty for you. She thinks about what she’s gonna say to you. She’ll get a little jealous when she sees you walking around with another girl. She’ll be crying when she finds out you’re dating somebody else but pretend she’s fine...
